my life at this point feels like a soap opera. we’ve had fights. we’ve had comedy. we’ve had horrific moments and beautiful memories made. i graduate tomorrow. me, Michaella Elizabeth Lawrence. i g r a d u a t e tomorrow. i know this sounds silly, but for some reason i never thought i would make it. there has been so many obstacles in my way, trying to overcome me, but i over overcame them. i am. i am extremely proud of myself. my life is just beginning. im sad though that my graduation is the season finale. people are leaving and moving on with their own lives. who knows if fate will bring us back together. i honestly don’t even know if fate will allow sydnee and i to remain best friends. i want it to. she’s my everything. her and my little sister.   jazzy is one of the special people who will not be coming back next season. BUT hopefully she will be making guest appearances. she’s moving tomorrow. on my graduation(out of all days) to Chicago. 9 hours separated between us. i don’t want her to leave. i know im going to miss her, but hayli… hayli is going to miss her like crazy. and why shouldn’t she? i’d miss my best friend like crazy too. 

 oh well, all this is inevitable. its going to happen whether we like it or not. we just have to learn how to work around it. we’re smart people. i believe we can do it.